Coco’s Thoughts

I can’t seem to get over you, it’s like you have some type of hold on me. It’s like I want to fuck you all the time, but I know that’s not going to happen. When I think about seeing another guy, it just don’t seem right. I don’t want no other man stroking my body and rubbing my clit besides you. I think your feelings for me has grown deeper than you expected, and you become afraid to love again. you decided to come up with a “it’s not you but it’s me” lie. From the beginning of our friendship I believed everything you said, up until now. I can look into your pretty eyes and know that you are lying and holding back so much. Baby put your pride to the side for a moment and tell me what’s going on. Let’s sit and discuss over a glass or three of sweet red wine. Let’s hope we can both reframe from the temptation that always seems to get a hold of us. Our connection is very strong, and no matter what we do and try to forget about one another we always seem to come back around. You will call me just to hear my voice, and FaceTime me just to see my beautiful brown face. I will go days without speaking to you, but it just hurts I want to tell you how much I want you, but it will show how desperate I am. What are you going to do with all of this? Just come over and sex me like never before, is it wrong for a woman to want great sex and not be tied down? Yeah I want a relationship EVENTUALLY, but now I just want your body on my body, let’s just both share this moment together. Babe, just fuck your pride just for tonight, I need you to give me all of you. My build up game is very strong and I need to release, I need more than sex toys to take care of this. Pin me up against the wall, pick me back up and place me on the bed and watch me blow it down. I might let you record it if you are a good boy. I give you permission to be rough give it to me until the morning, and I don’t care that my alarm will go off at 6am.

-Love

Coco