Is it me?

This happens all the time, I invest in a guy that in the end I just loose it all.

Is it me?

It was so good in the beginning, it was like we couldn’t get enough of each other. The long FaceTime conversations, to the “good morning” and “good night” texts, to the passionate love making sessions after 4 glasses of wine once Deray Davis stand up comedy goes off. Everything felt so good, that I started to lie about how I was really feeling.

Like when I asked you about our status, and you said you didn’t care, so I said let’s be friends. I really wanted to say let’s be together forever, but I knew if I go that route it might scare you off.

Three months has passed and I think we might be at our breaking point. No more long FaceTime conversations, no more cute messages and no more passionate sex. I knew it was going to end this way. I often wonder why I haven’t ran into “that” guy. It seems like every guy claim they will be real and honest to you, until it actually comes down to it.

Is it me?

Author: Cocoa