Confidently Lost

After spending almost a decade with someone I am alone!

I can't stay upset and I don't want him out of my life completely, we have to strong of a friendship for that. I gave this man my allllllllll plus my soul and what do I have to show for it?!?!?! I lost myself in him so now I am trying to get to know me alllll over again! Building my self-esteem up, getting healthy, staying fit, finding out new things I like and don't like. You realize how much of yourself you gave to someone after a break up. Right now I'm not in a rush for another relationship. Many people say you are about to be 30 don't you want a family? Don't you want to be married? The answer is yes to all but for now I'm just focusing on myself, bettering myself, preparing myself for the future. I am open to what God brings me in life but I'm not searching any longer. My time for love and a family will come in due time but for now I am comfortably indulging, constantly evolving, steadily revolving. I'm alone but I'm not lonely , confidently lost in myself!!!!

(Some words are lyrics to Confidently Lost x Sabrina Claudio)

Love,

HerShee